Saturday, August 11, 2007
Hey...!
STRESS Stresss stressss......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how...i feel like changing job...but ..the pay so good nehx...so...ke xi...how leh how leh....but...so tiring...i feel so trapped lor...so so so so so trapped...sometimes feel like wanna sudd explode..!!!...everydae get screamed by my supervisor....reali use shout de lehx....i tink outside of the office oso can hear....sometimes...zhen de zhen de hao xiang ku....after a daes work...feel veriveri terrible...but...i tink...my timing for feeling terrible is alwaes inappropriate....want to find a shoulder to cry it all out...maybe can relief my stress...but...as i sae...timing is alwaes inappropriate...as there wouldnt be a shoulder there when i need it...so...have to just absorb it all in..plus..he doesnt like mi to be unhapi...sad...so...i cnt cry..over such tings...haha...i'm stupid ya...i knw...i cnt get things right...sian...finali...my supervisor go for genting 2 daes...n wnt be in todae n tmr...todae...i had a wonderful dae....nobody scold mie....n i made new frenx too...a chef..his name is Suwanto...smtin lidat...25 yrs old...lol..n i still guessed he was 20 onli...not bad ya...bein an assistant chef...AIYAH...suddenli thot of e reason i am stressed....i tink becux alwaes scare do wrng thing...scare my supervisor shout at me again...sobx...mayb e more i scare e more i easy do wrng thing...dnt knw lehx...haix...it seems to b this way..if not y todae i feel abit relaxed?...well..aniwae..its 1215 in e morning le...tmr gotta wake up at 6am...i go slp lo...GOODNITEX GUYX...!!
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