Monday, August 27, 2007
sometimes...realy got many things wanna write...but...i cnt ...
真的不可以。。。
as...haiz...duno la...last nite...
真的真的 cried e whole night...i dnt know why also...
after i asked tt qns...it turned out bad...
altho its jux a normal qns...i reali duno wats wrong...
跟你在一起那么久。。
真的爱上你了。。
可是。。
有时候。。
我觉得我在你生命里是多余的。。
我为你做的事。。
好像跟本就不算什么。。
好像也是多余的。。
我不知道要怎么做了。。
可能我想的太多。。
可是我知道。。
我并不要求太多。。
我只要你关心我多一点。。
不要不理不采的对我。。
可是我承认。。
我很容易觉得寂寞。。
抱歉。。
可能从小。。
缺乏的吧。。
对不起。。
我真的很容易觉得寂寞。。
虽然这些句子不是我想出来的，
我还是想对你说：
天上的每一颗星星 都是 我在说 我爱你
微微吹来的风 都是 我在说 我想你
温暖的杨光 都是 我在 拥抱着你
下雨的时候 都是 我在说 我没有你很寂寞
真的。。
很认真的。。
Just The Girl @
9:33 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
""
She lay down,her hands pillowed under her head, and looked at him.
She had gone and fallen in love with him.
He moved over her,lying down next to her,
his hand slipping down the vee of her blouse, touching her.
He leaned over to kiss her.
Her arms wound around him,
and she could taste the sweets of his mouth.
He unbuttoned her blouse as his toungue played with hers.
His hand moved across to her belly.
His mouth was on hers again and her fingers began to unbutton his shirt.
She wanted to feel his skin next to hers,
wanted his tongue on her, wanted him....
She wriggled out of her blouse and his head moved down her body,
as she gazed up at the sky.
Never been kissed the way he he knew hot to kiss.
Never felt her insides churn with yearning the way he was making her feel.....
""
lol...you think this is real...or made up...=p
dar yesterdae ask mi wan go clubbing anotx...in my heart oso got a little wanna go...but scared mi boi will not like it lor...lol...gotta tink abt it first...n todae...veri hapi nehx....mi boi sae tmr nite will stay over at mi place...i so so hapi...over the moon...lol...todae...i tot i wnt be screamed at by my supervisor..but...i still cnt escape it de...haiz...still got screamed at..whoa...at tt time nearli wanna cry sia...but kept on smiling despite being so sad...sian lor...this evening i finish work...went out @ 1903 to catch the yellow line bus...but...i still missed it...den Jonathan offered to drive mi down with the buggy...so i sae ok lor...lol...we chatted along the way...he told me he went to watch the "Secret" liao...den wen i asked the ending..he dun wan tell mi..lol...sae if i i goins watch it he wnt tell...he will sae onli if i not going to watch den tell mi...so i didn plan to watch it anuway..so he told mi the secret...haha...its the girl was from the past...20 yrs from the past...den Jay chou cannot find her wen she go back...Typical love story?..dnt knw...i cnt wait for tmr...!!!!
Just The Girl @
11:19 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
scrolling down my blog...i find that so much has passed...times...fly real quick...so much has happened...想着他。。念着他。。虽然。。我们在一起。。将近九个月。。算久吗。。。？不知道。。its weird..in the corner of my mind..it matters so much...
Just The Girl @
12:08 AM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Hey...!
STRESS Stresss stressss......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how...i feel like changing job...but ..the pay so good nehx...so...ke xi...how leh how leh....but...so tiring...i feel so trapped lor...so so so so so trapped...sometimes feel like wanna sudd explode..!!!...everydae get screamed by my supervisor....reali use shout de lehx....i tink outside of the office oso can hear....sometimes...zhen de zhen de hao xiang ku....after a daes work...feel veriveri terrible...but...i tink...my timing for feeling terrible is alwaes inappropriate....want to find a shoulder to cry it all out...maybe can relief my stress...but...as i sae...timing is alwaes inappropriate...as there wouldnt be a shoulder there when i need it...so...have to just absorb it all in..plus..he doesnt like mi to be unhapi...sad...so...i cnt cry..over such tings...haha...i'm stupid ya...i knw...i cnt get things right...sian...finali...my supervisor go for genting 2 daes...n wnt be in todae n tmr...todae...i had a wonderful dae....nobody scold mie....n i made new frenx too...a chef..his name is Suwanto...smtin lidat...25 yrs old...lol..n i still guessed he was 20 onli...not bad ya...bein an assistant chef...AIYAH...suddenli thot of e reason i am stressed....i tink becux alwaes scare do wrng thing...scare my supervisor shout at me again...sobx...mayb e more i scare e more i easy do wrng thing...dnt knw lehx...haix...it seems to b this way..if not y todae i feel abit relaxed?...well..aniwae..its 1215 in e morning le...tmr gotta wake up at 6am...i go slp lo...GOODNITEX GUYX...!!
Just The Girl @
12:16 AM
