i knw i dnt often
tell you wat ur love
means to mie
but u've changed
my life forever and
i'm as happi as can be
u're a very special person
and i hope that u'll see
that i love you veri much
and you mean e world to mi
mi papa hospitalised nehx...sadx sadx...HIGH blood pressure at first....todae i go..they sae he got little bit of kidney problemx...mayb need to hav dialysis lor....sianx....stayed there e whole dae...hmm...many ppl came too...haix...life is lidat ba....sheng lao bing si....rites..... e baker called mi...sae they hav found another person...jux bcux i asked if the paycould be $6.50 instead of $6....wa lao....lidat jiu choose another gal....den i b reserved....wat the hell...todae...mood not so good lor...humph....heard he goin to ZOO tmr lorx...wif sm of his frenx...not tt dun like him to go out wif his frenx lor...jux tt...hmm...mayb i jealous or watx i oso duno.....i sorta planned goin to e zoo wif him on his bthdae....but...tings didnt work out...till nw...ijux dnt get to go out with him...in e dae time...i dnt like....when i off....he either has to work..or go to sch....e last time we went out in e dae time was e 1st of may lor...i oso can rem...todae...15th may le worx...AHHH!!!!! CONTROL!!!!!! chalet faster come faster come..... i wana run away from reality.... i'm tiredx.....real tiredx..... but i cnt do anitin.... life is alwaes unfair.... hopex my parents stay healthy alwaes... 1 has cancer...nw 1 has a little bit of kidney problemx....n a veri high blood pressure.... how... no matter wat....cannot cry...i dnt wana let them c mi cry... call mi cold blooded... but...i shall control every single tears i have... and not let them worry... i shall be strong.... Just The Girl @
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