Saturday, May 5, 2007
after his ans last nitex...my heart shattered...woke up tis morning thinking...have i done smtin wrng to deserve tis...i gave in to things tt means so much to mie...i nvr ask much frm him...i dnt tink i ask anitin frm him nw...all i've done...is worthless...??....went to work with no mood...no feelings...he called to sae sori n ask if i'm angry...my heart had shattered...n i dun feel anitin...todae..jux kept myself busy busy...so i wnt tink too much into things...jux nw was watcjing the entertainment show..they were playing the song "勇气 "....upon hearing that...i reali wish i could give him this song...some of the sentences/verses...relates to how i feel...reali...exactli e same as how i feel...
终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里
你的真心
如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你
my mum alwaes saes;
whoa..he VIP ah...wanna invite him to dinner oso hard..
why he dun come...we so scary izit?
i've forgotten wat he looks like...
since he not sincere...dun tink he's suitable for you...
dun tink you will last long...
i dnt even have to ask him...n..i would knw his ans...
sometimes..wen i have many problems in my head...parents...relationship...i tend to get moody....n dun feel like talking...i feel veri stressed...i start to tink..is taking all the "sarcacism" worth it...is following my heart all it takes...
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义...
i love e way he kisses my forehead..it makes mi feel....tt everytin is alrite...n tt everytin will work out smway...i'm weird arent i...am i asking too much...?...i dnt knw...does all the problem lie with mie? u sae i alwaes angry with u...but...99% of those angry times..were fake...all those things tt reali matter to mie...i gave in..or rather...let it be...i daren't reali get angry with u..to mie...a BIG quarrel = breakup..i rather you b angry with mi...n i jux take it...
如果说爱已不可为,
那我宁愿藏心里面,
其实我害怕会失去你的感觉...
lost...i tink...i'm lost...dnt knw wich way to go anymore...
it's me...isnt it..?
i've nvr been a long relationship...i reali dnt knw wat to expect...
SORRY...
tis is gona b a soggy n salted diary...if i were to actuali write it...
*tearsxz*
Just The Girl @
4:57 PM
