Thursday, April 26, 2007
I''M BACK...!!!
lol....todae working....n...i brought my laptop to work...!!!...lol...too damn sian le...haha...i was so surprised e internet can work...e whole of junction 8 is wireless lan...lol...cool isnt it...=p...hmm...tt dae sae till where...cnt rem liaoz...i so so so so tired sia...last nite i tink slept 3 or 4hrs nia ba....i slept over last nite...hmm...dnt knw why...cnt slp...not use to it..??...lol...i not sure..but den...in e morning...wen i finali got to slp for awhile...was woken up by sm1...gotta work nehx...my eyes until nw still red red de...sian...look like sore eyes..haha...but is not..
hmm...miss him fetching mi from work...dnt knw why...jux feel it veri sweetx..lol...but...he doesnt do tt animore...but I DO...lol...haix...i find that even tho i in a relationship..i still feel empty sometimes...i dunt knw why ah...i tend to feel lonely...and wld yearn for some care, concern, love, attention...so that i wld feel that there IS somebody there...am i stoopidx or watx...u tell mi...
if horx...i were rich...pocket got a few thousand..i tink i wld open a real shop...instead of blogshop...mayb..a push cart...lol...n import all e things i like...=p...but if nvr earn...oso die die lo...i work at chocolat shop...veri sian..veri sian...but horx...e boss treat mi as if i will work long long for her...she onli has 5 staff nehx...if i quit she got 4...lol...jux nice tampines 2 bishan 2...HAHA...
hmm..sudd i realise i gettin fatter n fatter...!!!...HOW....haix..i wan diet liao...from todae horx...i dun wan eat after 5pm...lol...dnt knw if i can tahan anot..=p...sae first...if hungry...i eat apple...lol...eat all e fruits...i dun wan become like de lydia lidat...S0o big size....i wan jian fei liaox...but if go gai gai...i tink is no choice de ba...?...cnt posibli see ppl eat nia...e temptation too high ...i shou bu liao....=p...
mmm...smtimes horx...i tink...how nice if he wld give the same as i give...i dnt knw why...i'm scared...wat if 1 dae..i'm tired of it...if i bring it up...SURE quarrel de...wanna bet..haix...dnt knw why lidat...mayb he'll sae..."i nvr ask u to do tis...is u wan do de.."...i findin trouble for myself man...u knw...i read every horoscope book..in internet...ALL sae that we 2 not compatible nehx...hope we prove those books wrong ba...but...if this carries on...i oso duno hw le....dnt knw why he so scared of my family...i;m such a shy person n yet i willing to hang at his place...why cnt he do the same...he dnt even hav to see them..talk to them...i have my OWN room...i wish that he cld stand in my place for once...n not his...i wish...n..still wishing...
SHOOT..!!
gotta close shop soon....haha...
TO B CONTINUED....(part 3)...
WHAHAHA....!!!!
~~("v")..its a feeling...where one cnt explain..("v")~~
Just The Girl @
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