Monday, April 2, 2007
hmm...quite a few daes didn blog le bahx....
ntin much happen actuali...jux workin over e weekend...
todae...mi went to DYE mi hair lo....but...it wasnt reali wat i want...
no choice...nw e colour tt i hav can onli b seen under e light...weird..isnt it...
haix...
i tink its brown....smtin like brown....e auntie bluff mie de...
she gave mi a magazine cut out book to let mi choose coulour...
so after browsing...i chose 1 that looks like tis...
but mine is far from tis....sianx....
mine doesnt even look like it has colour...
my parents cldnt even tell i DYED my HAIR.....
jux nw my ex asked mi to go out wif him tmr...n i cnt...of all e daes he choose tmr...
argh....mayb go out wif him on thur or fri ba...so long didnt c him le...wonder how he is nw...
but i guess shldnt b much diff ba...he wed takin driving test worx....GOOD LUCK !!
hmmm...anyway..tmr goin out wif HIM... but...haix....
dnt knw lahx.....
got mixed feelings....i actuali hoped to go out e whole dae de....means...early early go out...
till at nite...but...i guess its far from it ba...i knw he's busy n everytin ...
but....smtimes....jux smtimes....i feel...i'm not attached...
tt's bad isnt it...
smtimes...wen reali need sm1 to b there...there isnt any...
nt such a good feeling ba...like an invisible guy...
haix...
but...i LOVE him...n..i miss him...
oh...mi n dar setting up an online shop...hopes everyting goes well...
my net fren said he'll pass e photoshop software to mi...but he didnt show up...sadx...
i reali hoped to hav tt software...
but e original is $100++....how am i to afford...
wanted to try to design my own blogskin ma...
hope e software would jux drop from e sky to mie....!!
hmm...sudd rem...last time...a guy *****...
we used to talk on e phone every single dae...every single nite...
it became a routine...lol...he was there...like a diary...watever i do every dae..
he would knw...lol...in a blink of an eye...we were talkin for many months on e phone...
but...e ting is...i nvr did c him b4...lol...n...i became to like him...n soon..he made known his feelings for him...we met up...but e feeling wasnt rite...wen in e phone n real person...i liked it wen we talked on e phone...we nvr did run out of things to talk...alwaes talkin into e wee hours...till i did fall aslp...alwaes till i wantedt o slp did we hang up...if i rem...lol...but...meeting up...i didnt hav tt feeling...e "liking" feeling...so ....well u can guess wat happen...slowli...he drifted...then i hav a bf...den he disappear...lol...i tink its like tt de...other guys disappear wen u hav bf...like u got disease or smtin...haha...but...hmm...anyway...it was sweet...
those talking on e phone....its like sm1 cared...lol...
ah...i tink i've written much todae...gotta STOP!!
lol...writing too much rubbish...
good nitex ya...
~~A GREAT DAE TOMORROW~~
Just The Girl @
11:44 PM
