Wednesday, March 21, 2007
hmm....tired sia todae...yesterdae morning mi mum disturb mi early in e morning...sian...cnt get back to slp...jiu get up n prepare to go sch to pay sch fees lorx...dilly dally till abt 11 plus 12 ba...jiu head to sch...went to c xiao zhu..we talked...abt relationships an all....it made mi tink of all e past relationships i had...these flashback...nearli brought tears to my eyes...but...CONTROL....bu ke yi ku de...haix...den mood wasnt so good....anyway..talk talk till abt 4 plus 5 den go pay sch fees jiu head to TM to order the bthdae cake...hmm
tis is e cake..!!
nice ba...!!!
...order le go chocolat shop sit sit n talk talk wif jasmine lor...time passes so quickly...i suppose to meet him 8.30 so quickly go take mrt...but i headed to PS first...go buy e movie ticket first...den i rush dwn to harbour front n wait for him...finali...saw him...hao xiang hug him n nvr let go...hmm...but cnt...e MRT came...we took MRT to PS...he sense tt i had xin shi...but...i reali dnt knw how to start...so...i jux smiled n said:"mei you ah...na li you shi.."
dnt knw he believe anotx...but he nvr asked later on...we went to watch Music&Lyrics...it was a nice show..so touching lor..e way the guy chase back the girl...he wrote a SONG for her...i was moved....nearli cried...but...CONTROL...lol...wen e movie ended...it was ard 11 plus goina 12 le ba...wanted to take e lift dwn...but too many ppl...so decided to take e escalator...but it w2asnt moving...we were lazy so we head to e 2nd lift...it wasnt working..!!...so we went to e other side's escalator...it was working...so we went down from e 7th floor...wen reached 1st floor...he sae he wan go toilet...jiu had to go B1...e nearest toilet...den jux nice met his frenx...who work at e KFC there...they talk talk lor...went toilet lor...den they jio him go kbox...but he tell them i wldnt wan so ended up walkin diff ways...deb wen we left...i said...:"y made mi e bad guy.."
he thot for awhile n said...he reali wld like to go...as they havnt met for smtime...i said i m fine wif anytin...hiding e fact tt i hav school e nxt dae earli in e morning..so he called them..n we met them at e MRT station..head to cineileisure de kbox...they started to sing...i didn sing...cux reali cnt find e courage to voice out e lyrics...so i sat there n listen...honestli...i prefer him to sing those serious de...i dun like wen he sing play play...but...e whole nite...didnt seem to hear him seriousli sing a song properli...a little disapointed de...den smtimes..got sm songs..i wanted to sing wif him de..but his frenx hog e mic so i oso paiseh to ask for it....jiu nvr sing le...i tink wat i did tt nite e most was go toilet ba...drank too much water le...smmore his fren smoked in e room...i reali cldnt breathe n felt like vomiting...yet i dun wish to make any move tt i mind...cux...jux dun wan ba...they sang till ard 4 plus 5...i told him i had to go sch e nxt morning...had to reach sch 8.30am in e morning...i reali cannot tahan...had to shut my eyes for awhile...ard 5 plus...i lie on his shoulder n fell aslp....aft awhile i woke up...it was 6...they were leaving alrdy...we took a bus home...wen i reach hm...it was 7am...i went to lie dwn...didnt reali fall aslp...7.30..he called mi to ask mi prepare go sch..i sae ok...but then aft i put dwn..i fell aslp...woke up at 9plus...quickli bathe n rush dwn to sch lor...hmm....he changed his leave from thur to todae...i sad lor...reali...cux i alrdy plan my time nice nice for wed n thur le...a sudden change...ruined everytin...den smmore..i thot...aft sch can go his hse for awhile...but...he goin wif his frenx to orchard...said he'll meet mi atnite...even more saddened...jux nw...hetell mi he'll reach home at 10plus...equals not meeting le lor...i dnt knw y...i dun like tis kinda feeling...where...smtin is not confirmed yet u tell mi...cux i will take it as confirmed..n will b looking forward to e whole ting...but last min everytin changes...n i jux feel so alone...haix...cnt sae is his fault..i tink problem lies wif mie ba...wanting u every moment in my life...but...nw i duno hav to wait until wen u will hav a dae off again....everytin is jux screwed up...
smtimes i jux tink....:
"it seems a long time since we went out in e dae together le..."
i tink u'll agree ba...
***....jux missin u....***
~~sori for tt~~
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